Day 10

Tomorrow I have plans for my hubby, if we're both over this cold that has taken hold of the household for the last week. Even if we're not over the cold, I still have plans for him. Time for me to get my hopes up again and start that pins and needles waiting. Why do I do this to myself every month? Why can't I just let it go? Be it foolish or not, it's time to try again. Will I get a Christmas present to remember? Or will I be ringing in the New Year feeling like a failure again this year? CD1 should be New Year's Day. We shall see where this cycle leads.